I am feeling very sad.
My best friend Ryan has moved
and my only friend i am talking to over the phone now is Alysha,
I miss him so much, he moved to South Dakota to live closer to his grandpa,
I havent had a slurpee in three days and
Im just walking around my uncles apartment in my pajama pants and a tank top
Im waiting for school to start (I am now more insane)
It hurts to say goodbye to someone youve known since you where 5 years old
He was more like an older brother, than a friend I have known him for 8years
He has always been the emo type, he was an awesome drum player,and poet,he liked to read with me and we always played around in the rain.
I think Ill listen to some CD's, take a walk in the park
Go back to my uncles apartment, take a shower, paint a bit,order a pizza, watch some movies and probably invite Alysha over.
Im miserable,lonely,sad, and bored
If i where 18 i could probably free beer of my uncle and drink my sorrows away,
oh well..................